Sunday, April 27, 2008
Stubborn or Old-Fashioned?
This annoying lady at the gym is so creepy. Her hair is from the 80's and she just acts so full of herself. I usually feel very disgusted by her at the gym. Sigh... That's the me that can't stand other people. What can possibly make me so disgusted? It's just her hair. I have bad hair days too... (well, not bad hair years...)
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Umn.. I Am Happy, For No Reason
I contribute it to the elevated level of endophine I acquire from exercises. *wink* *wink*
I've been trying to run a 5K for Breast Cancer Fund Raising, so the effect of all those sweat sessions is miraculous. I still cannot finish the 5K in one shot, but I can easily run it in a couple of intervals. Well, at least I am trying, and I hope it'll do some good, to me and to the research fund.
Anyhow, I am in love with the kick-boxing class, more precisely BODY COMBAT as they called in the gym. I can't resist the temptation of punching (someone or just the air). I am seriously considering taking a real boxing class.
Oh.... the spring here in the east coast is gorgeous!
I've been trying to run a 5K for Breast Cancer Fund Raising, so the effect of all those sweat sessions is miraculous. I still cannot finish the 5K in one shot, but I can easily run it in a couple of intervals. Well, at least I am trying, and I hope it'll do some good, to me and to the research fund.
Anyhow, I am in love with the kick-boxing class, more precisely BODY COMBAT as they called in the gym. I can't resist the temptation of punching (someone or just the air). I am seriously considering taking a real boxing class.
Oh.... the spring here in the east coast is gorgeous!
Saturday, April 5, 2008
What is Going on?
I haven't written any complaints or feeling on this blog for a while. I wonder if i've become more amenable, more taciturn, or just more apathetic.
***It's strange. As we age, things that seemed to matter suddenly becomes insignificant.
I used to think I really loved him. I couldn't get over him no matter what I did. Eventually, his shadow just turned into a blur in my memory. I even dreamed about him a few times, and we were happy in my dreams. But then I would realize the next day that I didn't miss him; I merely missed the good times we had spent together. He's no longer my "dream man".
***"If you don't like something the way it is, change it." --B.L.
A friend used to encourage me with that phrase. I like the passion and inititive it delivers. I am working on it. Trust me, I'll do it.
***Never try to please your mother, because you can never do it" --Steven Chu, Nobel Laureate
It always bothers me when I think of how much my parents want me to be with them. It's at the point where I think I am their property. I don't quite understand their love. Is it their loneliness? Or is it their manipulative nature? Why do they never let me grow up? I already feel horrible enough that I act like an inmature child all the time. Why do they need to spin the guilt card to make me feel even worse about myself?
***It's strange. As we age, things that seemed to matter suddenly becomes insignificant.
I used to think I really loved him. I couldn't get over him no matter what I did. Eventually, his shadow just turned into a blur in my memory. I even dreamed about him a few times, and we were happy in my dreams. But then I would realize the next day that I didn't miss him; I merely missed the good times we had spent together. He's no longer my "dream man".
***"If you don't like something the way it is, change it." --B.L.
A friend used to encourage me with that phrase. I like the passion and inititive it delivers. I am working on it. Trust me, I'll do it.
***Never try to please your mother, because you can never do it" --Steven Chu, Nobel Laureate
It always bothers me when I think of how much my parents want me to be with them. It's at the point where I think I am their property. I don't quite understand their love. Is it their loneliness? Or is it their manipulative nature? Why do they never let me grow up? I already feel horrible enough that I act like an inmature child all the time. Why do they need to spin the guilt card to make me feel even worse about myself?
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Thanks, Donna!
As I wept myself into the state of exhaustion, suppressing the pain and ache caused by my over-heated body, I heard a voice fallen from the sky:" Are you OK?"
"No, I am not." -Me
"I bought you Emergen-C, made you some Gingseng tea, and some grits. Take them when you can. Feel better!" -Donna.
That was the most heart-warming feeling ever. Thanks, Donna, for being so caring!
I literally felt like I was dying. I don't recall feeling like this ever since I could remember. It was the most devastating fever I have ever gotten. I slept throught the entire Saterday, well, 30+ hours. I suddenly got the fever on Friday night, and it didn't go down until Sunday morning.
Thank God it's over now! I really appreciate Donna's help. It wasn't much, but it's all I needed from a friend who cares. =)
"No, I am not." -Me
"I bought you Emergen-C, made you some Gingseng tea, and some grits. Take them when you can. Feel better!" -Donna.
That was the most heart-warming feeling ever. Thanks, Donna, for being so caring!
I literally felt like I was dying. I don't recall feeling like this ever since I could remember. It was the most devastating fever I have ever gotten. I slept throught the entire Saterday, well, 30+ hours. I suddenly got the fever on Friday night, and it didn't go down until Sunday morning.
Thank God it's over now! I really appreciate Donna's help. It wasn't much, but it's all I needed from a friend who cares. =)
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